09.11.2010

I find myself updating this more than I should...
I find myself listening to Oasis, U2, Broken Bells, and just mellow thought provoking music more than I should...
I find myself missing a few people that were in my life terribly but then going back to "normal" more than I should...
I find myself being discouraged so easily more than I should...

I find myself becoming someone I have never seen before.. not that that is always bad of course...
I find this post becoming more somber.. than i[t] should...

I know life is amazing and a truly incredible experience.

I'm incredibly lucky that John understands what I'm going through -to a point-. I would love to elaborate more on the subject just to see it in writing, but I am exhausted of it. All I will say is this.. I do need to get to know myself because I really don't know but taking that journey will cause me to distance myself from everyone. So who knows..

{One life, you got to do what you should}

Oh, lookie. Haven't heard this in a while. The singer reminds me of Tom Hanks.



STS-125!!! Amazing video! Last Hubble mission.. did I mention I met the Commander for the last two Hubble Missions?! Yup yup!

08.11.2010

I'll be damned if I don't make a difference in this world.

Funny how when your path in life becomes a little clearer how the things you thought mattered... don't.

I have to say I am very excited about my future and I am so thankful for how blessed I am and the opportunities that have arrived in my life.

I am also thankful for EVERYONE I have met in my life, they have all taught me something or another. Even if I no longer speak to them for whatever reason, I am thankful for the time that I have been blessed with their presence. I wish that if everyone just read one entry in my blog it would be this one.

I hope you can see the below link.. I am in love with this song. Enjoy.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GAMlcwWPTJ0

06.11.2010

So I want to splurge on myself since I haven't really. There are a few things that I need. Winter clothes... coat, long sleeve and of course more hats wouldnt hurt. =)

The issue is not having the money.... it is letting go of it as it would cut into my trip fund.

Decisions, decisions.